Kakoii-Rakuen

Oh my god...time has flies so fast. I haven't opened this account for years. I felt so nostalgic. 2009 was during my university day and after that I was not that active with my drawing activities. Just sometimes doodling and when I have mood to draw. I think my abilities not yet changed from the last time and now just trying watercoloring. My current state is in NEET situation. I'm still looking for new job, since I have quite lot of time, I tried to pursue my own hobby and the possibility to produce prints. So the main purpose is to fill up time (though I still hope for some opportunities in what I love to do) while looking for new job. I

ah...gosh...the exam make me exhausted...but still not over...still 1 more week. after a long time didn't post any journal, and now...i really confused about my future...what would it like be? i really seldom make pic now...maybe just one or two and i have many pic that i haven't scanned. sorry about my bad english....OHH....I WANNA DIE...BUT... BY THE WAY...STEPHANIE MEYER YOU ROCK!!!!! TWILIGHT SAGA THE BEST...i haven't finished read BREAKING DAWN...but I love BELLA, EDWARD, N RENESMEE...OWWW...THEY'RE BESTTTTT...Renesmee really2 cute...goshh...she is as beautiful as her mother and father...ah... i wish i can read another story about them.

well...i'm back with my journal...just update and at last... i get into college. business college called IB** that i hate... because i can't get back my money... and now ...i'm in the day of many quiz and task...fiuhhhh...really hard and it's make me feel dying...owww... i wish i can run from it! and now i think i'm not too often drawing thing and other...wakakakka... i wishhh i'm back in my highschool...